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Apparitions

by Joy Surrender

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1.
Supernova 00:53
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2.
Chains 03:33
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I'll start it all over This time I won't let go The ghost of this place It calls your name Your reflection is fading away It got lost in the flame My desire is locked up in chains And I'm longing for change I'll start it all over This fear, I will let go of But you left this place It won't feel the same Your reflection is fading away It got lost in the flame My desire is locked up in chains And I'm longing for change In chains
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Blackout 04:46
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Restless at night in a haze Smoke spreading fast through my brain Visions of lands drowned in tears Fragments of clouds waiting to disappear Lightning and thunder descend Triggering words left unsaid Silver skies holding the key To the abyss yearning to swallow me Through the blackness of doubt I am walking For I'm hunting the invisible When the drops reach the ground I'll keep dreaming And I will let the rain wash it all… away Heart played with fire again Soul pushed it close to the edge Strength’s left and forsaken me Mind blacks out over the terror within Through the blackness of doubt I am walking For I'm hunting the invisible When the waves reach the gates I'll keep dreaming I will let the sea carry me… away Feel the danger Coming closer Dying flowers They're all around me Through the blackness of doubt I am walking For I'm hunting the invisible When the waves reach the gates I'll keep dreaming I will let the sea carry me… away
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Prism 06:19
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To hear you breathing here, close to me To feel your touch so near, eternally To lie next to you, into the quiet of the room To be in your arms once more, to hold your heart I adore To see your eyes again, it takes my breath away To taste your lips again, to leave the pain... behind Show me the way to heal Teach me how to see The cobalt of the ocean The scarlet of a bright field The golden of the horizon The prism shining in me You came into my life To alleviate the bruises I knew you would be waiting I knew you hadn't given up on me To hear your beating here, close to me To feel your hand in mine, eternally To see your smile again, it takes my breath away To taste your bliss again, to leave the pain... behind Show me the way to heal Teach me how to see The cobalt of the ocean The scarlet of a bright field The golden of the horizon The prism shining in me You came into my life To alleviate the bruises I knew you'd make me stronger I knew that you would make me feel alive The cobalt of the ocean The scarlet of a bright field The golden of the horizon The prism shining in me You came into my life To alleviate the bruises I know that you will be there I know that you will show me The cobalt of the ocean The scarlet of a bright field The golden of the horizon The prism shining in me You came into my life To alleviate the bruises I knew you'd make me stronger I knew that you would make me feel alive
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Infrared 01:29
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Toxic 04:56
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Tired of losing ground You know we are, d'you see the scar? Wallowing in despair So dangerous and so strange Trapped in a toxic cage We're paralyzed, we're hypnotized This hunger is limitless So vicious and decadent No way to save us now We're on our own, against it all No way to stop us now We stand alone, we'll fight on our own Tried hard to make-believe Oblivious, how delirious Scratching the walls in vain So desolate and so frail No way to save us now We're on our own, against it all No way to stop us now We stand alone, we'll fight on our own No one can save us now We're on our own, we'll lose it all Nothing will stop us now We stand alone, we'll fall on our own Tear it all - apart Smash it down - to the ground No one can save us now We're on our own, we'll lose it all Nothing will stop us now We stand alone, we'll fall on our own No way to save us now No way to stop us now
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Escape 04:32
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Lost in your perspective, they're hiding Echoes of my past seeking closure And the silence will give in To temptations, erupting Suffocated by a crowd of faceless souls It is touching, the way we break It is touching, the way we lose this game Whispers in the ether, crawling Memories of dreams, shattered, in pieces And the secrets, they're drowning Down a sea of illusions Tormented by the shadows of a farewell It is touching, the way we break It is touching, the way we escape It is touching, the way we're betrayed It is touching, the way we fail to be brave
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Apparitions 01:21
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9.
Weightless 03:40
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Flee from all the regrets lying around you From all of the pressure that surrounds you From all the concern you carry in you I want you to be Free, wipe up your tears you'll soon be Floating like feathers you're going to be Weightless, follow the wind and make your way up Up to the sky Hold my body Hold my hand Hold my body One last time One last time One last time
10.
Afterglow 01:36
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released March 31, 2023

Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Tristan Irvine (Joy Surrender).

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Joy Surrender Winchester, UK

Joy Surrender is singer-songwriter and multi-instrumentalist Tristan Irvine’s solo project; a poignant mix of ethereal vocals, evocative lyrics and captivating melodies, infused with a cinematic quality capable of showing a powerful vulnerability.

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